Be yourself!

2010-03-28T14:12:00.003+08:00

My back burnt like duno wat now. Pain and itchy but it's all worth it. (: I told gwen we gonna make it happen and we did it. Woooooo. hahahaha. Photos will be upload soon aft I got it from my babe. :DDDDDDDDD

Your everything still matters to me.

2010-03-12T17:41:00.002+08:00

I got so much things to post but I duno where to start. Hahaha. Camp life was great esp wid a bunch of great campmates. I met 2 veri nice campmates inside. They really take good care of me. (:

Sharlene, my beloved campmate. I'm gonna miss u damn damn much. ): Rem no matter where u are, we will there for each other. I miss u la.

To Y,
I duno will u be reading tis. U noe every night I keep thinking abt u. I really miss u alot alot. I have make up my mind. I choose to wait for u cos I still love u, I still have feeling for u.

For you, I would have done whatever.

2010-02-13T15:02:00.002+08:00

WOOOOOOHOOOOOO!! Finally no more UTs and tml is cny. yay yay yay. But den duno why tis year I dun have any cny mood. Sian. But anyway angbao is the best part of cny tt I like. Hehehe. :DDDD

4 more days just 4 more days only and I'm enlisting. Sian ttm but den kinda looking forward to it. Hahaha.

I'm missing you so so much now.

2010-02-09T15:54:00.004+08:00

2 more UT to go and that's it. CNY coming. WOOOOOOO!! I lioke. :DDDDDD But I'm enlisting like fucking real soon la. Sigh. ): Movie ytd wid baby. We watched a boring show. Hahahaha. Is good to go out wid baby cos we will be eating and eating. Hahaha. Chinatown aft tt. Super crowded ttm and we bought 1kg of mochi and jelly. (:

I will look forward for my every book out den we will go have good foods and enjoy our weekends. :DDD I love you.

I'm a happy kid. (:

2010-01-31T22:12:00.002+08:00

Ytd bbq was a blast. Had lots of fun and drink until vomit. Thanks to Baby, Kaven and Joelle. :D With them around, we can be like crazy kids. HAHAHAHA. Might be prawning wid them next sunday. (:

Ok left one more week and school will be end forever. Wooooooo! I can't wait for holiday to come so I can party like a rockstar. Hahahaha. Nb but den I will be veri sian cos I will be enlisting soon.

You're my life, my soul, my girl. (:

2010-01-16T13:43:00.002+08:00

Less than one month and I'm graduating soon which mean I will be enlisting like veri soon. ): Sad ttm now. So now I'm gonna enjoy as much as I can but den I still veri sad ah. I miss everyone out there. My family, my friends and my Baby. ):

Me and Baby are back again. (: And tis time we gonna take things easy. Love u Baby. :D

Oh ya mummy is good enough to buy new year clothes for me. Hehehe. (:

2010-01-13T23:11:00.001+08:00

It's 11:11pm now. I know you are missing me right now and I'm missing you too. (:

2010-01-12T23:59:00.008+08:00

Try-Asher Book

If i walk, would you run?
If i stop, would you come?
If i say you're the one, would you believe me?
If i ask you to stay, would you show me the way?
Tell me what to say so you don't leave me.
The world is catching up to you
While you're running away to chase your dreamI
t's time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change
And maybe i'm not ready

Chorus
But I'll try for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

If i sing you a song, would you sing along?
Or wait till i'm gone, oh how we push and pull
If i give you my heart would you just play the part
Or tell me it's the start of something beautiful.
Am i catching up to you?
While your running away to chase your dreams
It's time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change
And maybe i'm not ready

Chorus
But I'll try for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

I will try for your love
I can hide up above

2x huh huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh huh huhhh

If i walk would you run
If i stop would you come
If i say you're the one would you believe me

Even if you walk, I would run.

Even if you stop, I would come.

Even if you say I'm the one, I believe you.

Even if you ask me to stay, I would show you the way

'Cause I'm here, just for you.

'Cause I'm still not giving up.

'Cause I love you.

2010-01-10T20:39:00.002+08:00

Everything seem to be back to square one but den I'm not giving up. I'm gonna give all way out. U dun give up too k. I will slowly bring back e loved u used to have. I'm gonna make u feel loved again. Even thou we are not together for now but remember I'm here, just for u. (:

Do you remember do you remember do you remember
All of the times we had

2010-01-09T21:29:00.002+08:00

Im so fucking lazy to update my blog now. And I have so much things to say yet I just duno how to put all the words in my mouth. Fuck it. ):

Baby, I duno will u be reading it but I just gonna post it out. Dun say u are not a nice gf. Dun say say is all ur fault. I dun wan all these, I just want u to say u are not giving up on us. Till now, Im still working hard for tis relationship. I have been saying the same old words again and again. I never been so much serious in someone before and I used to play ard but after being wid u, u somehow give me a strong feeling tt I want to settle down. I really dun wan to play anymore. I just want to settle down, wid u.

2010-01-04T23:36:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 2010 TO EVERYONE!! (:

I got so much things to say but then I just make it short. NYE countdown was simple wid my good buddy. I spent my new year at phuture. I vomit one bowl of mee tai ma out. WTF SIA!!! HAHAHAHA.

Hair cut on sat den bugis wid family den night time met baby and kaven. We machiam having free flow of alcohol and foods sia. Like buffet. Hahaha. But it's always fun hanging out wid them. :DDDDDD We love disturbing ppl together, do crazy stuffs like our world like tt. Coming up will be bbq. WOOOOOO!!! (: Met baby and kaven on sunday again. Both of us were acc baby shopping. She's a happy gal now. HAHAHAHA.

School start today. So far so good. (:

Baby,
I'm not good in words, not good in saying things out tt y I always send sms to u. These few days wasn't a good day for u. I messed all these and I'm sincerely sorry abt it. This time round, I'm gonna think carefully when I give u promises. I dun wan to give u any empty promise too. I'm still working hard on it. I duno use wat words to describe but u are just important to me.

2009-12-31T16:06:00.002+08:00

Butter ytd night. As usual fucking crowded. Saw familiar faces and cut their queue. Hehe. Music was kinda good but I just got no mood for anything. Making myself drunk not to think but I cant. My mind was thinking abt u all night. Knee hurt suddenly duno why and I knock my head when boarding e cab. ): After e knock, I'm so fucking awake.

2010 is coming. Wooooooo! I just want this new year will be good for me, for u, for us. (:

2009-12-30T16:26:00.002+08:00

After so much of thinking ytd night, I noe wat I want now. I finally realised everything. Everything abt u are so important to me. I wun say much but u noe I'm here, just for u. There's always someone out there for u, waiting for u.

Baby don't worry, you are my only.

2009-12-29T23:45:00.003+08:00

I have so much things to say but I duno where to start, how to start. I just dun feel good now, so are u. Things were so good for us in e first place but I messed up everything. I wun say sorry cos I noe u are sick of my sorry. And u need not say sorry too. I said before I never once blaming u, never ever. It's not ur fault either. It's my fault to started all these and never settle it properly. I messed up.

Well, maybe timeout is the best solution for us now. Give us both of time to think abt everything. I willing to give u time, give myself time. I promise I wun force u anything again. All I just hope is that everything will went well for us. I'm here, always here for u.

After today incident, I realised tt how much u are so important to me, how much u mean to me. Sweet talking to u everyday is nth now and I noe tt all these cant assure u anymore. I cant give u any secure now, I cant give u any assured now but if I were given one more chance, I will give all my best to u, tried all means to make u feel secure, give u e assured. I hope it's not too late for us now. I'm missing u right now. Missing us when we kiss, missing us when we hug, missing us when we do things togther, missing how crazy we are.

Everything need two hands clap. For us, we need both of us to work things out together. We need to compromise wid each other. We need to give in to each other. And I'm willing to do tt just for u. And sincerely from my e bottom of my heart, u are really e first one, e first gal I had done all these to u.

I love u and I will be always here for u.

2009-12-26T14:19:00.002+08:00

Christmas celebration was a blast at jing's hse. Super high, drank alot and got myself headache. HAHAHA. Slept awhile while e gals played mahjong. Went to find baby at 4am at jalan bahar. Wooooo her fren's stella's hse damn cool sia. Ulu place but managed to find. Hahaha.

Ok I cant wait for monday to come. 2 more days to go. :DDDDDD

2009-12-24T13:03:00.003+08:00

Tsk half packed on tues. Baby is watching mobtv now. She's addicting to it now lor. Wa lau. HAHAHAHA. Baby is sweet enough to come all e way from pasir ris to woodland to acc my for lunch and acc me e whole day. (: Love u many many. Hehe.

Going jing's hse later for christmas celebration. Wooooooo. Looking forward to it. Hehehe.

It's just you and me.

2009-12-19T22:56:00.004+08:00

WOOOOOOOOO!! Class bbq just ended. Awesome la. :DDDDDD

Had a great chat wid chia for e past few days. I like. (: And thanks for being there and I'll be there for u too. We live so near scare wat. Drive ur vespa come fetch me. HAHAHAHAHA. Holiday is bored ttm, like ttm can. Wa lau eh. Tsk I duno y Baby like to hear me say 'nonsense' lei. Like got so funny meh huh huh huh. HAHAHAHA.

100 reasons why I like you. :D

2009-12-17T23:29:00.002+08:00

Wat e fuck is wrong wid me? How I wish holiday can just end, like seriously. Im sorry but I really miss u alot. ):

2009-12-12T14:56:00.003+08:00

Holiday is here. COOL!! hahaha. My coughing is killing me now. Cough non-stop. wtf sia tsk.

I never knew about happiness;

I didn’t think dreams came true;

I couldn’t believe in love,

Until I finally met you.

2009-12-10T20:32:00.003+08:00

All the time I held you in my arms, I had the whole world right there.
There you were, comforting me with all of your charms.

Every little kiss from you was like a dream come true.
This love that I have inside my heart, it all belonged to you!

I want you to understand that I loved you from the start.
And I want you to know, no matter how many miles we may be apart,
you’ll always hold a special place in my heart.

Baby I love you.

2009-12-01T14:38:00.003+08:00

WOOOOOOOOO!!! FYLING DOG IS GETTING SO ADDICTIVE NOW. HAHAHAHAHA.

Ok I simply love my sport business class sooooo much la. hahaha. And now I'm veri sure of wat I want and wat I'm doing, just like I'm veri sure tt I just love my baby soooo much. Seriously, I never felt so much happy before. :DDDDDDDD

Baby,
you are the first one to make me smile to myself everyday;
you are the first one tt make me so happy everyday;
you are the first one tt make me go crazy cos of u;
you are the first one tt I'm so eager to see u everyday;
I love you. (:

2009-11-28T16:51:00.003+08:00

Ok firstly I wanna say sorry to Eileen and friends. I didnt mean to leave u all there. I'm really really sorry about it. ): I was kind of drunk ytd. Sigh.

Met new friend ytd. Cool. I like. (: And the world is so so so small la. hahaha.

There's one good news I want to announce. Me and Baby are officially together. (: Fucking happy ttm can.

Baby don't worry, you my only.

2009-11-22T20:14:00.002+08:00

Wonderful night I had on wednesday and friday. A night on friday which will kept in my mind always. (:

I promise I'm not going to ask u again. I want u to be happy. (:

I'm gonna miss you every second, every minute, every hour and every day.

2009-10-24T22:16:00.002+08:00

I'm super super shag now. Have been sleeping for like less than 5hr everyday and wake up early in e morning. So far so good for my driving lesson. (:

Million pub ytd wid wonderful ppl. (: It's always so fun when going out wid them. hahaha. Kind of emo ytd due to something. Sigh. ): Anyway, I'm alright now.

How I wish I could tell you the truth.

2009-10-20T21:06:00.002+08:00

I need to stop clubbing for e time being. Damn shag pls but I enjoyed. (: School is as usual. Bored bored bored!!! But I somehow looking for tues and thurs lesson. Not cos of the module but someone in the class, cutie pie. (:

The best thing about me is you.

2009-10-06T20:27:00.002+08:00

Second day of school. As usual so boring. First day of school still not bad but today it's like hell to me. ): I still need to tahan for like 9 more weeks before the holiday come.

Rebel wid jing, chia and her frens last wed. Awesome I can said. hahaha. (:

Powerhouse wid eileen, chia and her frens. Omg!! I'm dead drunk, seriously dead pls. But it's damn awesome la. hahaha. I like. (:

Photos still wid the gals. Will upload soon.

and yes, I finally move on. (:

2009-09-27T23:23:00.002+08:00

One more week and school is starting soon. 5 weeks of holiday like not enough lei. Sigh. Which mean I'm going to enlist like few more months.

Ok I can said tt my holiday are well spent. Going malaysia, go out, go school, mahjong and driving lesson. (:

Hmmm I guess I have move on. (:

2009-09-22T21:34:00.002+08:00

Went back school today for fyp meeting. There's so many stuffs to do. Instead of discussing our project after lunch but end up everyone were talking about the past, the past past, the past past past. It's always so good that we can sit down together and talk about life. (:

In life, how much are you willing to give?

2009-09-21T23:11:00.003+08:00

Hi people, I'm back from chalet. It's awesome. (: Butter was great just tt e drinks are wasted. This is so terrible tt everyone start to fall sick after one another. Sigh.

Second lessons of driving. I almost fall asleep when driving during night time. Oh man!! Ok I just hope I'm able to get my license by the end of this year. Chiong-ing now. Mahjong at gf's house on saturday. I won 7bucks. (:

Damn it. I just can't stop thinking of all these things. ): I got to move on, seriously. No point thinking of so much now. Yes, I'm a loser. Just call me loser.

I think I got to find a time to have a nice chat wid mummy.

This is so so so terrible.

2009-09-11T00:08:00.002+08:00

Powerhous on last sat. Music is always so nice. (: And something happened on tt day. Fuck it, I got to control myself now.

Butterfactory ytd. Management is better than social house. I like I like. (: Saw few of familiar faces and we are super high la. Music is damn damn nice too. (:

Upcoming event, chalet. (:

2009-09-05T00:13:00.002+08:00

Picnic ytd wid the 38s at marina barrage. It's damn hot pls and we are damn loser la. hahahaha. Cam-whore was soooo funny wid all e jumping shots. hahaha. (:

And I started to love mustafa sia. Things are damn cheap pls. hahaha. I just cant stop laughing la, seriously. We shall go there again. hahahaha. Mustafa the best la. (:

I had a dream ytd. Damn funny and it's like so real la. It's involve me, chia, jing, fee, jojo and one more person which I cant see clearly.

2009-09-01T22:35:00.002+08:00

Finally, I get to see small dylan tml. (: And holiday is damn bored pls. Gonna use my holiday for my practical.

and and and I came to realise something. sigh.

I've tried to go on like I never knew you.

2009-08-26T00:36:00.002+08:00

Cool shit!! Finally, UT 3 is over. (: It's time to report to the dance floor and I can get to see you soon. (: I have been waiting for this day. Oh ya, I just bought an instant camera. Damn cool pls! :D

Cheer up, my girl.

2009-08-20T00:17:00.005+08:00

Thanks to my friend, LOW CAN CAN for blogging this out in her blog. She loves to call me ah boy. But I love to call her CAN CAN. hahaha. And I'm not going to remove the CAN CAN away from my blog. (: hahahaha.

Should I smile because we are friends? Or cry because we’ll never be anything more?

&
Thanks for being there when I'm down. (:

2009-08-08T14:50:00.001+08:00

"Sometimes we tend to be in despair when the person we love leaves us, but the truth is, it’s not our loss, but theirs. For they left the only person who wouldn’t give up on them" — Sex & the City

2009-08-05T01:02:00.004+08:00

I miss you like crazy

MOFFATTS

I used to call you my girl

I used to call you my friend

I used to call you the love

The love that I never had

When I think of you

I don't know what to do

When will I see you again

[Chorus:]

I miss you like crazy

Even More than words can say

I miss you like crazy

Every minute of every day

Girl I'm so down when your love's not around

I miss you, miss you, miss you

I miss you like crazy

You are all that I want

You are all that I need

Can't you see how I feel

Can't you see that my pain's so real

When I think of you I don't know what to do

When will I see you again

[Chorus]

I miss you like crazy.

2009-08-03T15:10:00.003+08:00

I wanted to update but I duno wat to update. School is getting bored and I have been dragging myself to school la. ):

Time pass kinda fast and everything, everyone changed. It's not what it used to be now. I think somehow I had see thru your true colour. The way how u treat a person compared to other person. Well, I cant do anything nor I want to do something. Just take it easy man. (:

I know who is nice, who is not.
I know who is true, who is not.
I know who is hypocrite, who is not.

No matter how good ur impression is but once u did something wrong, it drop. You can't be trusted anymore.

2009-07-20T21:46:00.006+08:00

Met wid jing, gf, yenqi and xiuwen for dinner last thur at waraku. Dinner was good with all the laugher and nonsense. hahaha. Still got lot of photos to upload but im lazy so just go fb and see k. hahaha. (:

Chill-ing at e spanish bar:

Powerhouse on last sat wid jing, chia, wanying, gf and kay. Music was damn nice la and super happening too. hahaha. Played '5, 10' and 'I never had .....' games. '5, 10' was e worst part man cos I kanna drink alot. Thanks to jing ar. hahaha. And oso dun forget gf's nonsense. Her SBS, DBS, POSB, UOB, OUBUOB. This is fucking funny lor. hahaha. Make quite lot of noises at mac. No photos taken, thanks to chia for bringing her low batt camera out. hahaha. But overall, I love the night wid them. (: More to come, YAY!! :D

Girl, please take care of yourself.

2009-07-16T22:51:00.008+08:00

Hmmm I think my new blogskin look damn nice la. hahaha. I simply love it la. (:

Pulau Ubin on last sat wid the 38 gangs. It's damn fun la and so much thing happen esp e fall down thing. hahaha. Steamboat aft tt. Yummy yummy!! After so long finally get to eat. hahaha. (:
Too many photos to upload and Im lazy to upload too. hehe.

Went to meet chia and gf wid jing ytd. Dinner at harbourfront den went to some spanish bar to chill. Drinks were great. It's a nice place to chill. (: Will upload photos again la if Im not lazy. haha.

"I duno wat to say right now. I wanted to explain everything to u but it seem like the more I explain the more u dun believe so I choose to keep quiet. Is not tt I dun want go back early but I went back early, I hv nth to do. Yes I admit it's my fault and Im sorry abt it. I can swear tt I nv do anything wrong or bad outside. "

I accidently delete my chatbox code away and I forget how to put in the blog. ): Can someone pls help me?

2009-07-13T22:29:00.005+08:00

dbl O and zouk on last thurs. It was a fun night wid great friends and gf too. (:

Let the photos do the talking.

Too many photos le so I just upload few only. Congrat to fee for getting 2nd runner up and Mr photogenie. (:

Gf is sweet enough and she wrote tis:

We should get jerseys cause we make a great team
But yours would look better than mine, cause you're outta my league

*And I know that it's so cliche to tell you that everyday i spend with you is the new best day of my life.

Isn't it sweet? It almost melt my heart la. hahaha. (:

2009-07-07T22:25:00.002+08:00

I wanted to blog but I duno wat to blog and Im veri lazy. hahaha. Mahjong, singing K with great friends. (: New nicknames for everyone again. hahaha. PLAY last thurs. Awesome night I can said but I was too tired to dance and someone just appear in my mind. Sigh!! School is getting bored and I have been dragging myself to school everyday.

I hope to see you on next friday. This is the day that I have been waiting. I miss you.

2009-06-28T23:10:00.002+08:00

I just read RP website and it said that there are 51 confirmed cases. WTH!! The school is not doing anything now. Just only close the class one by one. Close until when?? Guess that the school will close once everyone tio H1N1. FUCK!! I'm going to ask my mum to call the school and complain.

I had said somethings that were wrong till I duno how to talk to you again. ):

And I think Im having toothache now. Sian.

2009-05-24T17:37:00.005+08:00

Edited. (:

Hmmm seriously I think 5 of us are a professional slacker (Jing, Rong, Jasmie, Fee and Me). We can slack anywhere we want. From queentown to town. As long there's a place for us, we sure slack. hahaha. And it's always fun going out wid them. (:

I shall let e photos do e talking. (:

Isn't we are professional slacker. hahaha. Eh no! Should said we loves to chill. (: Oh Man!! I really need to build up my stamina now. Jogging jogging.

Let bygones be bygones. (:

I felt pressure when I see you. But I just don't know what to do, beside waiting.

2009-05-21T13:03:00.003+08:00

Things doesn't seem going well for me. Things aren't the same anymore. I'm trying to but yet...... I shouldn't complain so much. Be contented of wat I have now. Do things that I feel happy. Well, maybe I just need to be alone and think. Maybe I fated to be alone.

I had paid a high price to learn my lesson. I shoudn't let it happen anymore, never ever.

看开点。Take it easy. (:

where are you when I need you the most. ):

2009-05-20T21:23:00.003+08:00

Yes finally I had met up wid mingming teo. (: And I got my bag too. haha. We have so many things to catch up with each other and I feel much better now. (: Thanks mingming. Hmmm I have seen thru things now le. Everything got to take it easy and gan kai. After so much of things happen, I've learnt. Learnt to give in, learnt to be calm and everything.

Sometime how I wish I can turn back the times. Turn to be a nice person. Treat family and friends more nicer. So now I'm trying my best to do that. (:

Sorry to all my friends if I had offended you all in e past.

2009-05-15T22:03:00.003+08:00

Well, I got admitted to hospital on sat due to my leg swollen and infection. And discharged on thur. Home is always e best. (: During the days in hospital, I had realised alot of things. Who is nice and who is not. Thanks E45D peeps. U guys are e best. (: And also not forget my lovely friends, Jing, Chia, Rong and Jasmin. (: U girls rocks. haha.

I wanna say a big thanks to my mum. Unconditonal love from her. It's all priceless. (: She came down everyday without failed despite she's tired with all the house works. She helped me bath, look after me, bought foods for me and everything. Thou I noe mummy wun be seeing this msg but I still wanna tell her tt I love her. (:

Staying in hospital not bad too. haha. Cos I can really rest and funny things happen at my ward. hahahaha. And oso kind of eerie la. I miss slacking wid my lovely friends. L4D, slacking at starbucks, pulau ubin, JB and everything la. IM BACK NOW!! (:

2009-05-08T00:07:00.003+08:00

Something bad happen just recently. I shall not say so much. Anyway it's getting better now. (: Thanks LONG TERM FRIEND (u shld noe who u are ar. hahaha) and Eileen for listening to my complain. (:
Watched 'taken' again on tue. It's a really nice show which worth it to watch again. Watch the show wid jing, rong and jasmin. As usual, Im always the one who get bully. hahaha. But it's great and fun to go out with them. They are such a lovely and nice friends. (: Slacked at starbucks and chit chat wid them. I love chit-chatting eh. hahaha.

Went out wid rong and jasmin today again but without jing. ): Went clarke quay and chill at tcc. Den off to ceni to e2max. Wanted to play L4D but we change to watch show instead cos we wanna play together with jing. haha. Show was gross and movie but we keep laughing. hahaha. This is to make the movie not tt horror. haha.

And my left leg is damn swollen now. I seriously cant walk and I have to drag it. ):
Pain pain pain.

2009-05-04T19:31:00.003+08:00

Photos taken on Rong's birthday. Duno wat is the cafe name. (:

Marina square and starbuck. (:

2009-04-29T21:23:00.003+08:00

It's only 2nd weeks of school and Im still so not looking forward to it. Tired and bored, tis is wat I can say. Met up wid chia ytd and went far east to shop. Slack awhile and off to ps to meet jess and lindsey while chia went home. Had a birthday celebration for rong at a cafe near the cathay. Played five ten and it's so funny la. Really laugh until peng. hahaha. Went home ard 1plus. Tired tired tired...

Je suis toujours en attente de vous.

2009-04-26T23:50:00.004+08:00

Cool shit!! Ytd dbl-O was awesome wid great ppl. (: Services aren't tt good but drinks are cheap. Tequilla shots make me high. hahaha. It's so happening ytd wid my vest throwing ard, chia puke like nobody business, dance until legs tired. hahaha.

Party again on thurs. (:

2009-04-23T23:12:00.006+08:00

Cool. I love today class. It's fun man. haha. And I think Im only looking forward on every thurs. hahaha. Finally Im done wid my log report. (: Regarding abt e entry on 14th april, e person tt Im saying is not e one tt took photo wid me. Is another person so ppl who read my blog, dun misunderstand it eh. haha.

It's party time on sat. Woohooo.

2009-04-20T21:32:00.002+08:00

First day of school. It is super bored and suck man. Sigh. Everyday different class, different faces. Who will like it man. Totally sian lor. But lucky I have tis rong xiao mei to disturb. hahaha. Eh u oso got to be honoured tt I disturb u k. Only noe how to say 'I slap u ar' arbo 'shut up lor'. Only noe these 2 sentences. hahaha.

Im gonna drag myself to school tml. ): And one more year Im going in navy le. Pls, I wanna graduate fast.

Upload photos soon. (:

It's time to change everything, now.

2009-04-14T21:20:00.003+08:00

School is starting soon and im still in holiday mood. Bangkok trip is cancelled and change to bintan or batam. Well, finally I had make a choice now. I choose to move on but I still do like you. Everything had come to e end. (:

Baby, I love you so much.

2009-04-08T00:48:00.003+08:00

Met up wid chia these 2 days which is good. hahaha. Seem like veri long never see her liao lei and jing too. haha. Went ps to collect shirts and chia wanna get her stuffs. Slack awhile and bus to raffles place to wait for jing end work. Slack again at serangoon central and cabbed home.

Met up wid chia again at amk hub. haha. Trained down to far east to meet jing, don and edmund. Finally i cut my hair le. (: Had dinner and bus to serangoon and slack again. Chat was great wid these 2 pretty ladies. (: Cabbed home again. I need to stop my lameness liao sia, seriously. haha. If not ppl jitao dun wan reply me man esp chia. hahahaha. And to cut down those cb la, ccb la, knn la, nb la... all these man. haha.

OMG!! Thursday gonna be my nervous and big day. Im just gonna pass her everything and wait. That's all. All e best to me! (:

and now I know my love.

2009-04-05T13:22:00.002+08:00

Overdue photos.
Thailand trip on June wid great people. (: And we had started to plan for everything now. I'm so looking forward to it. (:
Well do not really have any mood ytd but I'm alright now. And I noe wat shld I do now. Sorry gals abt ytd. ):

After so long I think, finally get to see chia and jing tml and tues. (:

2009-04-01T21:04:00.004+08:00

Above are the photos tt took at taiwan. Too many photos le so just upload few of these.

At Zoo. (:

Acc chia to poly clinic again in e morning. Had lunched at hougang mall den meet her in e evening again. hahaha. Trained down to funan to meet jacq and off to newton circus to have supper. Took cab home aft tt. Someone is leaving soon and I miss her soo much. ):

I need a piggy bank to save up my money. hahaha. Chia chia, let's fight for our happiness together. (:

2009-03-29T17:10:00.003+08:00

Im back from taiwan le and I miss everyone so much. (: One word to describe the trip was FUN. Things there are cheap and foods are nice. Eat, shop, eat, shop tt's wat we do everyday. haha. Will upload all e photos soon. (:

Met up wid jing, chia and don on fri evening. Watched mall cops at amk hub. Movies was nice wid great friends. (: Headed to jing's house for mahjong till 4plus den cabbed home aft tt. I lost $34 to them. hahaha.

Sat zoo outing wid jing, chia, mal and sean. Had breakfast in morning and I was late. Im sorry. Blame e hair dryer. CCB spoil sia and I have to use fan to dry my hair which took me a long time. haha. Zoo was fun and it started to rain aft tt. Spoiler sia. Went bugis to hv steamboat aft tt den walked to haji lane to find chia's fren and e rest went home as jing not feeling well. Please take care gal. (: Just drink one bottle of beer and chit chat wid chia. She talked alot la. OMG!! hahaha. Her fren went off first den waited for don and their fren, Nigel. Slack awhile den went don's house aft tt. Slack and chat till 2plus and home aft tt. I am so tired now. ): Photos will upload soon.

2009-03-21T22:10:00.004+08:00

Well, chia came my house ytd to play wii. I manage to physco her to come. haha. Chat a while at my room den start our game. Seeing her play can really laugh out la. It's damn funny can. hahaha. She went home ard 12plus. And I feel so bad tt Im not steady today. ): So sorry gal. Next sat zoo outing. YAY!! (:

Photos tt taken at Jing's hse.

2009-03-20T00:48:00.002+08:00

Came back home just not long ago. Back from jingwen's house. She's our big chef today. (: She cooked for us chicken burger, salmon (with e help of her dad), mashed potato. I did help her too. hahaha. Her first attempt and result came out is damn great. I love e chicken burger la. It tastes so nice la. OMG!! haha. (: Gonna try next dishes other day. hehe.

Well, met up wid jing in e afternoon. Had lunch wid her and her mum den walked to Wing Tai building to get our vodlka. Bought stuffs for dinner at cold storage den cabbed home aft tt. Chia reached ard 7plus and our dinner start. Seriously, I love e dinner so so much la. (: We had hum aft tt but I just ate 2 only. haha. I was too full. Played chia's ipod. Wa piang, fun la. I wan play again lei. hahahaha. Dai dee wid jing and chia. Loser drink. hehe. Played 5 10 wid jing. Cabbed home wid chia aft tt at 11plus.

Photos will uploaded other day. Im too lazy now. Tired. ):
Flying off soon on this sunday. YES!! (:

2009-03-17T01:08:00.002+08:00

Finally, I met up wid jacq aft so long. I feel so great. (: Had dinner at bishan swensen den cabbed down to chomp chomp to meet ant for dinner. Den bus home aft tt. Seriously, Im so tired these few days. I duno why sia. ):

Well, just hang up call wid Chloe. We had a great chat. She said Im a nice fren. Im happy eh. hahaha. But am I a good gf? I duno. I have been thinking shld I wait or just move on? This really stuck in my mind. Sian. ):

I noe Im hua xin. I dun wan it to be like tt too. But I swear, for now I will be just waiting for her, only her. (:

you know who you are.

2009-03-14T13:42:00.012+08:00

I have been seeing chia chia almost everyday and jingwen too which is good. hahaha. (:

Thur acc chia chia to poly clinic. Walau, we wait for like duno how long la. Is damn long la can. Seriously can faint lor. Jingwen join us aft tt. So while waiting for chia chia's turn, we took photos. (:

there's still more photos but too lazy to upload all. hee. Finally, it's chia chia turn to see doc le. Went raffles place aft tt. And we took photos again. hahaha.

Went to The Arcade building, there's a shop selling branded goods which is very cheap la. Hmmm im still thinking shld i buy gucci lanyard. Sian lor. Eh chia chia we buy together la. hahaha. Walked to Lau Pat Sat to have our dinner. Order lot of foods and we cant finish it sia. Too full liao. haha.

I wanted to take e foods before we eat but eat halfway i forget tt i wanted to take so i just take aft our foods. hahaha. Dinner was super nice man. hahaha. Aft dinner, bus down to bugis. While waiting for bus, we took photos again. hahaha. We just love taking photos. (:

Sing K at bugis. The name is called Topone KTV. Wa piang, damn cool sia their system. hahaha. Not like Kbox or partyworld, they dun use remote control instead there's a small machine for u to choose song sia. Below is the photos:

Not to say, we took photos again. hahaha.

Hmmm I shall say is the 2 ladies love taking photos. hahaha. My camera was full of their faces la. haha. And im happy tt i have these 2 pretty ladies to acc me when im bored and down. Thanks so much gals. (: You noe you all are the best! Meet up again k when im back. You noe I love going out wid u gals. (:

Ytd went IT show wid Del. Went to find jacq for awhile. Didnt chat much cos she's too busy. haha. So we slack at one corner. Met chia chia at DG. Had our dinner at KFC wid her and Don den cabbed down to dbl O. Sat outside and wait for their friends. So qiao tt I noe one of their fren, Marcus. The world is so small la. haha. Drinks at dbl O is damn cheap can. Wa lau, cheaper than pub la. I was high and abit giddy ytd, high until I dun really noe wat im doing. Lucky tt im not drunk. haha. Dancing was great and got ppl keep pushing me down la. Wa lau eh. Went home ard 3plus. Damn tired but overall it's still so fun. (: Dbl O again when im back ar, chia chia. haha.

Oh man!! I want to go PLAY but it's under renovation. Sian lor. ):

2009-03-12T01:40:00.002+08:00

ok i just reached home not long ago.. supposed to meet rong they all but due to last min so we cancel. kinda sad la.

sms chia ask her wanna meet for dinner ma. YAY!! so we went to meet jingwen for dinner at her workplace. hahaha. before tt i went to orchard to get chia chia's watch and trained down to her workplace and wait for her to end work. aft tt bus to jingwen's workplace to meet her for dinner. walked ard at raffles city and i bought a blue short from topman. walked to funan to meet jac for awhile. happy to see her sia. (: hahaha. chat for awhile den off to wait for jingwen end work.

slack at serangoon central there. we were having heart to heart talk eh. hahaha. and keep scolding vuglar words. tis is so stupid sia. hahahaha. my mind now keep playing the "nu ren nu ren" song la. omg!!

2009-03-08T20:08:00.007+08:00

I am so tired now and my backside is sooo pain. ):

thur went PLAY wid jacq, del and her friends. was pretty fun. my first clubbing was given to PLAY. hahaha. had a vodka fruit punch den headed to a les pub. forget wat it called. den back to PLAY again and dance. cabbed home ard 2-3plus.

fri went swimming wid jingwen and meet up again during evening. we went to fetch Orange (chia chia) from work. hahahaha. took train down to town to had dinner and walked ard. cabbed down to boat quay. went to eileen's fren's bf's pub which is called million. drink and drink and drink and end up i drunk. im not going to drink so much beer again. it's fucking xin ku la. thanks jingwen and chia chia for e acc. slp awhile at e pub and im high aft tt. hahaha. and i think tt Orange oso gone crazy. haha. reached home at 4plus.
sat wake up late. bath and rush down to downtown to meet jess, lindsey and sebs. went escape and we scream and shout like ma chiam escape we open one. hahaha. damn fun la. and and and jess keep kanna disturb by me and sebs. haha. INVERTER eh!! hahahaha. slack at BK while waiting for rong to come. aft rong came, went to play again and tis haunted house. haha. stupid sebs like to shout. WTH la. hahaha. dinner at ECP and night cycling. tt's e reason y my backside was so pain. haha.
wa lau, and im so black or tanned now la. jess said i look like indian k. hahaha.

well well well, I duno wat should I do now. I dun mind anything. All I just wan u to be happy and I will be happy too. (:

2009-03-04T18:53:00.002+08:00

ok im trying to update everyday. haha. doubt anyone is reading it. dun care la. hahaha.

mon went back to camp to hand in result slip and off to airport to have our so-called dinner. Mummy ate alot, seriously alot. Piang eh, eat and eat and eat. hahaha. aft tt went home. cant slp at night so chat on phone wid jingwen. chat till 3plus but i still cant slp la. wth!! so slept ard 4plus. damn tired lor.

woke up early to meet jingwen for lunch at bugis. walked her to her workplace and off to meet jacq. haha. went haji lane and finally got my bag la. though it's expensive but dun care la. im happy is good enough. (: cabbed down to ann siang street as jacq wanna get her fred perry shoe. OMG!! there's lots of shophouse there and sell lots of stuff BUT things there are super ex. It's a nice place to chill too. haha. cabbed back to haji lane and again jacq bought her stuff and went to starbuck slack till 7plus. took bus home and im seriously veri tired.

wake up early today again. went jogging wid my sis at woodbridge. damn shiok la. haha. meet jingwen for swimming at 10plus. Im living a healthy lifestyle today. (: hahaha. Msging chia chia for like 8hrs. haha. im entertaining her man. hahahaha. and im still thinking PKP, e K stands for wat lei. hahaha. damn stupid la. (:

2009-03-02T23:14:00.002+08:00

ok this post is specially for Miss Tan Jingwen. hahaha.. she ask me to post de. hahaha.

Well, I must really thanks her for being my gf and good friend and also sorry for making her angry in the past. She's really a good gf, I swear. She is an understanding gal, lovely gal and never ever throw temper at u. Though we cant be couple anymore but Im still veri veri happy to have her as my good friend. Guys out there, u all must cherish her if not I cut away ur kuku den u all noe ar. hahaha. After break up, we are still friend man. I cant believe man. We are much closer than in the past. We can really talk and we still meet up to chill. We share our joys and problem together. And she is the first one that I become close to after break up. U guys noe, I feel so lucky and happy to have her. I love her so so much but of cos as a good friend la.

She will be there for me, no matter wat happen. She will listen to my nonsense and give me advices. She will be there to help me when I met some problems. She is a good friend that I dun wanna lose and will always cherish her. (:

eh jing, izzit enough? hahaha..

2009-03-01T20:57:00.006+08:00

edited. (:

suppose to went out wid jacq on thur but last min change. Jingwen called me and asked me wanna meet up. Went to amk hub to meet her and chia chia den bus to serangoon garden. Sang at K-garden. Went home ard 1plus I think. (:

photos that taken on last few days. (:
im so sad tt Ms N is not working on fri. Well, nvm.. I will go again. haha.

Photos taken at pub. (:

There's still more photos but I just uploaded those above one. hehe. (:

After so much chatting wid del, finally I have an answer le. Im confused at first but I have noe who do I really like. Though I noe u wun been reading my blog but I still wanna say it. I do like you, be it as a friend or gf. And Im really happy to see there's someone or can say there's 2 guys who show interest in you. Maybe for me, Im just suitable for being ur good friend. (:

Im glad that u are happy for everything now. 3 cheers for u. (:

This post is for another person and I think u will be reading this post, so.....

I do like u too but I duno izzit like u as a friend or as a couple. Im confused and it's so xin ku to have tis feeling. But I think I like you as a friend and we are more suitable for being a friend. A friend who I can really gone crazy with, who I can really talk to. Ever since e day I tot I like u, I noe tt it's going to be impossible between us. You have bf and u're not a crook. It's not e right time to tell u who actually u are but maybe aft few months, u will noe who u are. (: Take care my friend.

2009-02-28T13:16:00.002+08:00

well, i have been staying out late, sleeping late, waking up late and drinking recently. And i think im dying soon. Have been meeting wid jacq, watch movie and sun-tanning. (: It's great man.

Ytd night met up del and jasmine and we off to selegie pub. Im so sad la. She's not working. ): so headed off to other pub to drink. Jacq's colleagues came, jason, don and other 2. It's so expensive drinking at pub so me, del and jasmine decided to go 7-11 to have our own drink and before tt I was abit drunk liao. Aft drinking one can, im still awake but just giddy. haha.

Will be leaving singapore to taiwan on 22nd mar. Finally, i get to leave the country and to enjoy myself. And oso I can take these few days to think. I am so confused now. Haiz. ):

Too lazy to upload photos. Will do it next time. (:

2009-02-22T12:53:00.003+08:00

I feel so good now. (: haha. Having been meeting friends this week. And ytd finally met up wid Yuanling(Chloe). (: hahaha. Went bugis to meet Jacq and Jason. Aft tt to haji lane, seriously the things there damn nice la. I wanna go back there some other day. haha.

Off to suntec to find Chloe and her gf came aft. Shopped around and dinner at chomp chomp. I was damn hungry la. Dinner was super nice and chit chat was great. (: Jason keep irritate Jacq which make us laugh until siao. haha.

Next thur pubbing wid Jacq and I can get to see Ms N. hahahaha. Hope she will be working on tt day. (: Friday, suntanning at sentosa wid Jacq again. (:

I realised my feeling doesn't seem right during these few days. It's too sudden to me. I don't know how am I going to face it. ):

2009-02-20T11:48:00.007+08:00

this is e photos that taken on my birthday. (:

the four of us. (:

wid Lindsey. (:

wid Jess. (:i wanted to disturb her but end up she's e one who disturb.

(i will take revenge.) haha.a proper photo wid rong. (:

and and and... i think i look nice. wahahaha... :p

below are taken at yanping and liping's chalet:

we just love gamble. hahaha.

our big chef today jiancheng a.k.a yanling, taiping. hahahaha.

wid Del. (I look cute right?) hahaha.

finally i have cut my hair. (:

we are too hungry. haha.
thanks to eileen that I keep laughing for the whole day la. Laugh until lie on the floor. Giving each of us a nickname which behind must have a PING word. haha. damn funny la. and a group name too, "PING PONG PIANG". haha. seriously this is so super lame la. hahaha.

2009-02-19T12:39:00.002+08:00

ok this entry shall be my first 2009 post. I noe im late but who cares man. haha.

Let me talk abt last 2 weeks. Having early 21st birthday chalet from 6th feb to 8th feb. Thanks to all my friends who came down. Im soo happy la. (:
I must specially thanks to my both sisters and cousins. haha. mixed all those liquor and make me drink. somemore with longan and sliced peach. WTH man... but anyway i enjoy alot and hope u guys enjoy too. Eileen, blackjack again ar. I gonna win back my money. haha.

17th feb- had dinner wid Jingwen and Syarina at compass point. though it's just a simple dinner but really thanks alot. It's wonderful. Aft dinner, went to funan meet Jacq. Went for drinks wid her and her colleagues, Jason, Don and a couple which i forget their names. haha. Once we reached the pub, I spotted someone. Woohoo. haha. I gonna went back to the pub again. haha. Rem Jacq ah yi? haha. After seeing Jacq crying veri badly, I realised alot. But meanwhile, I think I will continue to wait. (:

18th feb- Happy 21st birthday to me! (:
met rong first to ICA to do her IC which was lost since before CNY till now. Pro ar now den do. Went bugis aft tt to meet the rest, Lindsey and Jessica. haha. aft so long, we finally meet. (:
Had dinner at pasta mania. They surprised me with a cake and I was totally shocked. Thanks gals for the cake. (: Haji lane aft tt. Played monopoly and tt Lindsey and Rong keep taking my money. I duno why la. haha. Laugh and shout like nobody business. haha. It's was so great ytd.
Went rong's hse aft tt. Slacked and watch tv and finally home. haha.

19th feb- Im so tired now but yet I can't sleep. Duno why. ):
Seriously i need a haircut la. My hair damn KNS now. haha. Gonna meet Eileen later and off to Yanping's chalet. (:

This few days Im having stomach problem. I eat wat and it immediately come out. Sian. ):

Tell me you love me too.

2008-11-17T21:12:00.003+08:00

Life Transformer is really a good shows. It teached me a lot. I learned how to be contented. I learned that love comes from parents are unconditional. You guys really must watch it. It's on Channel 8, every monday, 8pm to 9pm. Just spend 1hour of your time to watch.

I just watched this show. The story is about one family. The Mother has phobia of walking ever since she had a great fall. 9 years, 9 years had passed and she still don't dare to walk. The father had diabetes and one of his leg is being cut off. The whole family now depending on the father selling newspaper everyday with the income of $200 to $300 per month. And a 9 years old daughter, she's the little girl that I'm proud of. She is an obedient daughter and a hardworking student. She scored very well for her exam. She's a brave girl that I ever seen. When Quan Yifeng asked her did she ever wanted to have new pencils, bag and all these, and she replied : "不敢想(don't dare to think)."

OMG!! This sentence really touched me a lot and I cried. Being a 9 years old chile, she know how to be content. Even I can't learn this from her. A 20 years old teenager can't even compared to a 9 years old little girl. She is the role model of every people, be it adult, teenager or kids. We must learn from her. Be contented of what you have.

One more thing that she did made me touched too. Her mother does her "business" on her bed everyday and since Primary 1, she had to help her mum clean and throw away her mum's waste without any complains. And all she hoped is that one day her mum will able to walk and she can accompany her go out for a walk.

A young girl like her already know how to think. She's not greedy and felt very contented of what she have. JIA YOU!!

There's one thing that really make me very angry. While the hosts and volunteers are helping to clean up the family's house, the little girl's grandma came back and told the crews that their gas cylinder had been stolen. The person that stole the gas cylinder really very heartless. To the person, he might think it's nth but to the family, it's just like their precious and yet he still can steal it. The father had to sell duno how many newspaper to earn that $57 gas cylinder back.
Nvm...

After awhile, the volunteers realised that few cans of food had stolen by someone too. They are not sure who steal it but I'm sure it's the same person who steal it. Come on, few cans of food he can't afford it, need to steal is it? Those cans of food are those charity people donate to them and he still dare to steal. HE"S REALLY VERY HEARTLESS. Arrrr....

Hope the person who steal the gas cylinder and those cans of food will get his retribution. Lastly, I prayed that the little girl's mum will be able to walk again and wish their family. (: JIA YOU! JIA YOU!

2008-11-12T21:56:00.002+08:00

20 years of my life had passed, I wanted to say a big thanks to my dad and mum. They are the ones that I can rely on and talk to. Although in the past, I was very naughty and always get beating and scolding from them but I wouldn't them because I had realised tt they do that are for our good. I used to be a trouble child but my parents never give up on me. I study hard, got into poly and got a career that I'm interested in. They are proud of me. (:

I know they wouldn't get to see this entry but I promise myself once I got into my job, I going to treat them very good and repay the unconditonal love that they had given to me to them.
Thanks you my dad and mum! I love you.

2008-11-10T21:06:00.000+08:00

One week had passed. During these one week, I tired to forget everything but it's ~~seem~~ hard.

I noe Im silly but tt's me. cant blame. Someone told me if you think it's worth it, go for it. Go for my happiness. I will de and nv give up. (:

2008-11-02T22:29:00.000+08:00

This is wat I feel now. My heart is broken. ):

I did try to mend it but it's difficult. Really difficult.

You told me some things aren't worth for me to wait but I noe wat I'm doing. I noe wat is worth and wat is not worth for me to do. I'll wait for you, no matter wat. 我不会放弃的。

You need lots of time, I noe. I wun force you and I oso dun wan to force you. Even if your answer is no, like wat I said, I will wait and continue wait.

"your love is all I think about."

2008-11-01T22:51:00.001+08:00

你说你还是喜欢孤单

其实你怕被我看穿

你怕属于我们的船

飘飘荡荡靠不了岸

时到如今没有答案

我的真心为你牵荡

不管相见的夜多么难堪

渐渐淡淡的说爱是不爱

想要把你忘记真的好难

思念的痛在我心里纠缠

朝朝暮暮的期盼永远没有答案

为何当初你选择一刀两段

听你说声爱我真的好难

曾经说过的话风吹云散

站在天平的两端一样的为难

唯一的答案爱一个人好难

2008-10-31T21:53:00.000+08:00

17th months r/s has over.

Will everything back to like wat we are in e past. I hope so.

Thanks for staying by my side. (:

And i still love u, as ever.

2008-10-06T15:08:00.000+08:00

Seriously,I veri lazy to update my blog. Im bored so came to update my dead blog.

Times passed super fast and now Im second year in RP le. After 1 years plus, Im going to serve the country as Navy Specialist. It's my dream job and finally I got in after so many years. (:
And after doing my job for few more years, Im wanna upgrade myself. I gonna get a degree cert in SIM cos I noe I surely cant get into NTU, NUS or SMU. hahaha. Anyway, I just want to get a degree and promote to an officer. (:

For now, I just want to study hard for my diploma.

In the past, I realised that I do not have any dreams. Yes, I mention above that Navy is my dream job but in the past, I just dream and no action taken from me. But after seeing my sis sign on with the Army and I realised that I really want to work in Navy. With their sponsorship, allowances and good pay and also my dream job, I decided to sign on. And my dream come true. (:

Dad and Mum was happy for me cos they know that I had grown up and my dad's financial will not going to be as bad as last time. I can afford buying things by myself. (:

For the sake of myself and my career, I must and have to work harder. I don't want to lead my life with no goals and dreams.

2008-07-10T19:36:00.000+08:00

last last wed went JB wid sis and dad.. things there are damn cheap la.. haha. bought lot of things.. i wan more oversea trips.. (:

last sat went pulau ubin.. supposed jus went there to cycle but end up we picking durian.. haha.. there's a guy duno from burnei or thai climb up e tree and pluck all e durian.. haha.. and it's so nice of him la.. gave us some durian.. dad, mummy and ah ma came find us later.. had dinner and home aft tt.. (:

lesson these few days are bored but class are fun.. haha.. it's a great bunch of good frens.. (: haha.. plan to go KL for our class outing on aug holiday.. hehe..

2008-06-28T23:33:00.000+08:00

ytd lesson was super bored due to the fucking steve liu faci.. half of e class are dead.. went to town aft tt.. caught 10 promise to my dog.. it's damn touching la.. we watched till cry la..

aft movie, walked to heeren and i bought my backpack and 2 shorts from fourskin.. finally.. haha.. B looked tired so aft buying, trained home..

B is having supper wid her colleagues now.. I miss her.. ):

2008-06-26T21:05:00.000+08:00

one year had passed.. B and I had been together for 1 year plus le.. our 13th month is on next mon and we will have early celebration tml cos mon got sch.. (:

im always looking forward to celebrate special occasion wid my loved one.. no matter how many ppl or how high class is the place or resturant we celebrating even though it's just a normal and simple restuarant, we are still happy.. (: it's the thought tt counts..

Baby, sorry tt i nv tot u will feel uncomfortable if we go to e restuarant.. it's ok tt u asked me to cancel e resveration, as long u are happy im happy too.. (: these is just a small matter, nvm de.. u're more important.. lasty, Happy 13th month anniversary to u! (:

I Love You.. :D

2008-06-23T00:46:00.000+08:00

this baby of mine sms me on wed said tt someone hacked my blogger account and post something up and i really tot it's true and said i gonna kill tt person.. haha.. and she said to me i bear to kill tt person meh? haha.. once i saw tis msg, i knew it it's her.. so bad la she.. haha..

anyway sch started and lessons are still boring.. and we got a new faci for one of the modules.. it's worst than e previous faci la.. faint liao.. every fri we gonna end at 5? sian la.. ):

went out ytd wid ming, qiyun and nic.. went to vivo first wid ming and nic.. bought a shirt and short and not forget bought a wallet from Guess for B.. (: hope she like it.. hee.. trained down to DG to meet yun and headed to orchard.. found nth at there so slack at cine BK.. had our dinner and home aft tt.. happy tt i got myself a shirt and short.. (:

I miss baby so much la.. cant wait to see her on mon.. (:
You're my everything.

2008-06-18T14:01:00.000+08:00

HEHE, I'd successfully log in to sombody's acc =)

So bored in school..mind is drifting away..
Her adapter spoilt and she need to buy a new one if not her lappy can only survive on her poor battery and she's out hunting for one now.

"el-wee"
Stop laughing to yourself ah baby :D

Presentation is starting!
Love ATMW, ever mine.

Yours truely,
xxx

2008-06-15T16:42:00.000+08:00

school is starting tml.. 2 weeks are so fast la.. sian.. ): ytd went to harbourfront center to had father's day celebration.. foods was not bad.. ate alot of prawns.. shall bring B there one day.. (:

went compass point just now.. bought undergarments and sport bra from sportlink.. nike brand and it's red colour.. look nice.. (:

PP done halfway and hope i can finish it soon.. I miss baby so much..

2008-06-11T14:33:00.000+08:00

finally mon met up wid B and went for shopping.. (: wanted to get a backpack and shorts but found nth.. went to DFS building to get my LV wallet.. YAY!! im so happy la. (: haha..
walked ard the building and B saw a bracelet at tiffany & co.. hmmm....

went to wheelock aft tt.. saw nth so we walked to taka and got a belt for AX.. aft tt ceni.. i wanna get a fred perry polo tee.. hee.. took bus to PS and caught Sex and the City.. not bad e show.. (:
headed to vivo city aft tt.. had dinner at mache and trained home aft tt..

i love going shopping esp wid my loved one.. (:

Baby, i miss u every single moment. I want a hug from u.

2008-06-07T21:02:00.000+08:00

times passed so fast and things change.. i duno how shld i say it.. ):

To Baby,
I noe u are worry, veri worry and so do I. I'm not good in words and will say wrong words tt i duno sometimes. My words are contradicting and make u not to believe me. I'm sorry for everything. I had already tried my best le. I noe what to do in e future. Lastly, I love u still like in past. It will never change, for now and future too.

2008-06-06T14:38:00.000+08:00

received another good news again ytd night.. haha.. i cant believe my eyes la.. (:

ytd met up wid ming, dina, wai ling and jia ling.. it's like 123456789 years nv saw jia ling le.. haha.. ytd was great but due to one person everyone was so damn fed up la.. and e person is our ex-manager, steven yee.. wa lau eh.. for so long we still haven take our uniform deposit.. like 2 month? 3 month? and his face was like ..... la.. duno how to say la.. kinda pek chek wid him man..

ignore him.. who cares sia.. haha.. dinner at suntec crystal jade.. (: wanted to watch sex and the city but ming and jia ling dun wanna watch and dina see e wrong timing la.. haha.. the show is 2215 and we tot is 9.15pm but it's 10.15pm la.. sian sia.. haha.. so end up we went to raffles city cafe cartel and chit chat.. had drink and cake and trained home aft tt.. finally i got e photos from ming le.. hee..

shopping wid B on either mon or wed.. (: i wanna buy alot of things la.. hahaha..

hmmm i wanted to get a LV wallet but got 2 design i like it.. duno which to choose lei..

Taiga Florin Wallet

Monogram Canvas Florin Wallet

most likely i will get e Taigai Florin Wallet.. i like e colour and it look nice.. (: shall get it on next week.. mummy nv disagree.. YAY!! haha.. (:

2008-06-05T13:36:00.000+08:00

hahaha.. i so super happy now la.. i received a good news ytd night and baby was so damn cute sia.. eh B, u noe e reason ar.. haha.. shhhh!! (:

later will be meeting ming and e rest.. hope i can get e uniform deposit by today den i got money liao.. hee..

played mahjong on last tue.. won $12.. better than losing money.. hee.. oh ya B, next time we dun play so big if not will lose alot sia.. and i miss u so much la.. i wan a hug from u.. (:

2008-06-02T20:42:00.000+08:00

mahjong-ing session tml is confirm.. haha.. YAY!! it's like finally la.. and i can get to see my B.. hehe.. hope i can win money tml and thur outing.. sian no money la.. ): shall see how first ba..

oh ya i can get to play wid jojo tml.. (:

2008-06-01T12:44:00.000+08:00

firstly,

HAPPY 12th MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO MY PAPAYA BABY! (:

times pass really fast and it's our 1st year le.. haha.. im so happy la esp wid a good gf staying by my side, always.. (:

went east coast park on fri.. had our breakfast first den walked to east coast park.. rent bike and roller blade.. it's fun even though we had a small conflict.. im sorry baby, i didnt mean to.. i will always love u from e bottom of my heart.. (:
wanted to play mahjong but lack of one player so we keep deciding where to go.. final decision, we trained down to city hall.. walked ard and had lunch at crystal jade.. YUMMY!! it's damn nice la.. hehe..

sent B home aft tt as later she's meeting her colleagues for supper den i went home and rest.. once again baby, im sorry to let u have a bored 1st year anniversary but no matter how bored or how good e celebration is, my heart will always be veri colourful cos i have u.. (:

sat which is ytd.. met dina and joseph for supper but before tt waited for B to end work and send her to bus stop.. dina reached earlier so both of us waited for joseph.. chat alot and finally joseph reached.. walked to bra brasai mac and eat den tt pig of joseph like hungry ghost la.. he wanted to go makan sutra to eat char keow tiao.. OMG!! haha.. so we walked to makan sutra to have his char keow tiao.. and he told us lots of stuff.. haha.. damn stupid and funny la..

took night bus aft tt and thinking of my beloved baby.. (:

maybe mahjong-ing of tue!? hehe.. and i wanna play wid jojo la.. haha.. she so damn damn cute man.. hahahaha..

one more thing, i kinda fed up wid someone.. i dun wanna say who but i really damn fed up la.. and it's not e first time le.. i asked "A"* a question and "A"* give me a stupid ans.. WTH!! next time i wun ask "A"* anymore le..

* refering to e someone tt i veri fed up of..

2008-05-27T21:38:00.000+08:00

last fri played mahjong and i won $90.. haha.. nth much happen juz play mahjong only.. haha..

sat went hougang mall in e morning, came back slept till 4plus.. haha.. i only know i ate alot la.. i duno why oso.. haha..

sunday, nth much.. juz stay at home and slack.. watch a charity show helping sichuan ppl.. omg!! it's damn touch la and the donation is over million dollars.. well done singaporean.. (:
I donated too.. (: and so does my family.. hee..

mon went sch.. class is fun.. haha.. and we end super early la.. supposed is end at 4pm but we end at 2.30pm but too bad got UT aft sch if not can go off liao.. haha.. circuit analysis UT screwed.. haha.. so much formula and not enough time to finish.. sian.. :(

tue which is today.. lesson are bored.. i mean circuit analysis module are always bored with e ah pek faci.. sian.. i see lot of graphs today la and so many values too.. faint.. UT aft tt.. quite easy but not enough time la.. i wanna complain..

and and and e microcontroller faci damn fucked up la.. give me C and a stupid comment.. WTH!! FUCK YOU MAN!!

WOOHOOO!! tis fri is our big day.. yay yay.. 1st year anniversarry.. im so happy.. (:

oh ya i forget.. B got a maltese puppy la.. sure veri cute de.. i wanna see it and play wid it.. hee..

2008-05-22T19:41:00.000+08:00

today class damn fun but lesson was bored.. haha.. sanjay suggest tml whole class got clubbing.. damn lame la.. haha.. aft sch, went kovan wid B to had our dinner.. had taiwan porridge.. veri nice and B's stomach not feeling well and went to lao sai.. haha..

i think today is lao sai day la.. morning i went to lao sai den reach home i lao again.. cannot tahan la.. and B's fren oso feel like lao-ing.. haha..

YAY!! next fri is last day of sch.. it's like finally la.. haha.. and our BIG day too.. hahahaha.. im looking forward to tt day la..

OMG!! i suddenly miss ITE life..
I miss chicken feet production. (Eileen, Jess, Diana, Liping and Del)
I miss PU0501S.
I miss joanne, denise, anthony, edwin and they all.
I seriously miss them la. ):

Let's meet up..

2008-05-20T18:46:00.000+08:00

last wed was my class outing.. had dinner and movie aft tt.. caught what happen in vegas.. it's a veri nice show.. haha.. (:

met mingming on sat.. walked ard at town and slack at xin wang cafe to wait for dina and HJ to come.. off to the cathay to meet them.. wanted to watch ironman but e timing was 2am den change to make of honour.. dina was like "erm... ok lor"... haha. damn funny la.. aft movie, suggest to go eat dou hua.. juz nice joseph they all going there too.. stomach wasn't feeling tt well so went off first.. took night bus wid ming..

sunday, nth much happen.. just played mahjong and won money.. hahaha.. (:

monday, went swimming wid mingming.. not much ppl.. good to swim.. hehe.. (: walked to hougang mall to have our lunch.. slacked and walked ard for awhile and bused home aft tt.. went to B's hse as she wanna play guitar.. haha.. she look so happy la.. haha.. had pizza for dinner and dai dee wid her parent aft tt.. cabbed home and i so super tired la..

tuesday which is today.. lesson was bored.. thanks to kumaran ar.. haha.. anounce to e whole class im under Joint-poly-saf-scheme.. haha.. but anyway he's a nice guy la.. sitting beside me and still msn me said tt "all e aunties in e world are important. (:" haha.. thanks alot.. i feel much better now.. hehe.. (:

i feel that everything changed ard me, including me.. i wanted to change but to a better person.. sorry and regret for wat i did in e past.. ):
I still love you!

2008-05-10T20:56:00.000+08:00

fri sch was alright.. class is getting lame and fun.. haha.. waited for B to end her UT and trained down to bugis to meet her fren.. had dinner and did some window shopping and down to arab street to sheesha.. haha.. sheesha is good and nice.. ate ice cream and fries, take photos and chit chat.. left ard 10plus and bus home.. send B home and cabbed home aft tt.. (:

wanted to give B a nice memorable 1 year anni lei.. any ideas anyone?

2008-05-07T10:07:00.000+08:00

finally i had met up wid ming, dina and wai ling.. haha.. reached cityhall ard 6pm den wait for ming to come.. went to ms and shop ard while waiting for e rest to reach.. dina reached not long ago den continued our window shopping again.. (:
aft tt walked to suntec de crystal jade had our dinner.. dinner was nice la.. chatting and ji siao each other was so fun.. hahaha.. 8plus wai finally reached.. omg! her facial was damn long la.. -faint- hahaha.. continued our chatting again and joking ard.. it's felt so great to hv them ard me.. haha.. cam-whore time.. took lot of photos.. will upload when im not lazy.. hee.. (:

aft dinner, walked back to ms to had our ice cream den to BB.. slack awhile and trained home aft tt.. (: we shall meet up more often la.. hee.. counting down to holidays.. (:

people pls tag my tagboard.. (:

2008-05-06T06:02:00.000+08:00

im in class now.. school is bored but class is getting fun.. haha.. they alr start to plan for the class outing and everyone was giving stupid suggestion la.. haha.. damn funny can.. hahaha.. and our class guys love to play soccer once it's break or aft sch.. see the way they play damn funny sia.. haha..

lazy to update these few days.. i must go swimming more often to keep fit, tanned and improved my swimming skills.. (:
went to east coast last wed wid B and syarina.. it's our 11th month anniversary.. (: it's always so good wid someone u love that stay by ur side.. even how many ppl u celebrate wid, we still enjoy it alot.. heee.. had a sinful dinner, ate alot and we are damn full la.. haha..

caught superheros on sat.. damn lame and stupid la.. haha.. it's kind of wasting money.. i wan watch ironman, anyone? haha..
meeting mingming, dina and also WAI LING later.. omg!! it's like 123456789 years i nv seen her la.. im so happy now.. hahaha..
This fri sheesha-ing.. im looking forward.. haha.. and our 1st year annisversay is comming.. (:

UT after school.. sian! ):
you know I love you, always. (:

2008-04-28T12:32:00.000+08:00

sentosa outing ytd.. got tanned and sunburnt.. haha.. kinda fun ytd.. being bulied by a little gal la.. damn naughty lor.. went to bath ard 2plus i think.. den took sentosa bus to delifrance and had our lunch.. back to vivo and caught a movie.. movie start at 7.15pm so we went to slack at carl's jr..

watched a korean ghost movie called Hansel and Gretel.. not bad la.. aft movie, went to find a place and chit chat.. trained home aft tt.. im so super tired now.. ):

UT 1 tis friday.. i must study hard and score well for it.. (:

our big day is coming few days.. YAY!! hahaha..

I love you, darling!

2008-04-26T14:35:00.000+08:00

seriously im damn lazy to update my blog.. haha.. it's alr third week of sch le.. class not bad la.. ytd met HJ for dinner.. had dinner at billy bombers aft tt acc her to shop ard.. slack at starbuck and walked to mrt.. went to find B and her fren at mac.. sat awhile and bus home.. (:

today sch was damn boring esp wid a naggy faci.. sian la.. rush to tamp aft sch.. met B at tanah merah mrt and train down to changi airport.. i was lost la when finding watson.. haha.. met jac at there.. OMG!! it's like 1234567890 years la.. damn long nv see her le.. im so happy to see my ah yi.. (: went to had our dinner and chit chat.. she gonna go work le so B and me went to walk ard a T3.. haha.. there's alot of nice foods.. hehe.. sat at starbuck and do work and play psp.. haha.. bus home aft tt.. (:
It was a great day today and tt stupid B of mine haven come online la.. idiot sia.. hahaha..

sentosa outing tml.. can tan liao.. (:

PP SUCK!! haven finish the scope and i gonna submit it by next week..

2008-04-03T13:25:00.000+08:00

sch starting in few days time.. chalet tis fri and B was in camp for 5D4N la.. ARRRRRRRR!! now i noe wat's e feeling of missing someone..

Baby pls faster come back!! do u noe how much i miss u la.. =(

jess got into RP and congrat to her.. =) can find her for lunch liao.. haha..

Bless mingming can got into Uni.. =)

And dina dun stress over ur project ar.. jia you!! =)

I just miss B so much.. =(

2008-03-27T16:10:00.000+08:00

Im officially quitting Billy Bombers on 26th march.. ytd was my last day and im kinda sad la but there's a better place for me and i gonna study hard and oso train hard for my navy..

Navy enlistment coming this fri.. excited.. =)

There's few people who i really like to thanks them at my workplace:

Steven- our government.. a nice, friendly and sometime childish manager.. he's e one who promote me as a shift leader and guilding me along.. a great manager i can say.. =)

Joseph- my fatso.. haha.. assistant manager of the resturant.. first time saw him was damn GAY la.. haha.. but he's a humourous guy who i really love to hug him and play wid his nipple and stomach.. haha.. and oso a person who i can really trust and talk to him abt my feeling.. I miss him like hell..

Margaret- supervisor who oso guide me along.. she's oso e one who teach me everything and treat me eat always.. haha.. anyway a nice friend.. =)

Ming Ming- used to be working together but she left before me.. haha.. ah meng her nickname cos she's one of them.. now become her fake bf liao.. haha.. a simply great friend tt i hv make and oso someone tt i really talk to.. =)

Dina- 小飞象.. haha.. a funny friend tt can crap wid and she loves to ji siao ppl.. and she's damn violent la.. kick and pinch ppl.. haha.. always pronouce wrong words.. haha.. example like "cake" as "gake", "tissue" as "ti-su".. haha.. damn funny la.. a really SIAO friend.. =)

Hui Juan- a gal who i nv fail to disturb.. haha.. always listen to emo songs de and like to diao me for nth.. haha.. a person tt i can crap wid too..=) 我讨厌你！hahaha... and duno why she always bully me.. =p

Qi Yun- 小乌龟.. she look like one.. haha.. small size but love to bully ppl.. haha.. love to talk crap and always go bar wid HJ to eat ice cream de and worst is nv left for me la.. haha.. another person tt can talk wid too.. =)

Nic- yun's husband.. haha.. one of e good friend in kitchen tt i hv.. he's a crap guy.. haha.. like to pei he wid me when i start to lame.. haha.. a good guy tt will look aft his girl and all his friends.. =)

Last but not least,

My baby- who always stand by my side giving me support and tolerate all my rubbish.. haha.. and always do stupid actions to make me laugh whole day.. haha.. a girl who willing walk down the road wid me, holding my hand, hugging me, ........ =)
Never regret loving her cos she will give me the best tt she hv and use her whole heart to love me..

Baby, I'd learnt my lesson and im not gonna let it happen again.. Never ever.. PROMISE!! you know i jus love u soooooooooooooooo much.. LOVES!! =)

2008-03-14T15:57:00.000+08:00

tis entry is for baby de.. but before i start i shall type abt today..

went out wid juan and nic in e afternoon today.. had sakae and arcade aft tt.. met dina and mingming at douby ghaut den off to the cathay to catch a movie.. time slot is 9:30pm so we went to starbuck and slack..

watched rule #1.. not bad e show and behind part was kinda boring.. aft movie den trained home wid mingming.. im so tired now.. =(

now is abt my baby le.. tt silly of my baby keep asking me to blog abt her and must be a long post.. omg.. haha..

went out wid her on last tue.. and we had siam kitchen.. and she veri evil la.. keep doing some stupid actions and make me laugh.. haha.. i laughed till cry la.. Bad baby.. hahaha.. aft dinner walked to MS and played arcade again.. haha.. we're addicted to arcade la and tis place is our favourite place.. hahaha.. took bus home wid baby.. had a nice chat wid her at her hse void deck..

first time i saw couples can be veri open to each other la.. haha.. baby u noe i noe la.. hehe.. B is going for camp soon.. and is 5D4N la.. i cant see her for so many days la.. i miss her like hell.. duno why she get jealous so easily nowasday.. haha.. but i still love her.. =)